My ex boyfriend hid his drug addiction from me for about a year. He became a different person after becoming addicted to marijuana, cocaine, and pain pills. He lost his job, our relationship, and now works odd jobs to barely get by. I am praying that one day he will goto rehab and regain his life and tried to help him, but he lives in denial. Believe me, I have no interest in getting my cock sucked by some queer. But try telling that to the guy at the beach club. Or the one at the video store. Or the one who catered my wedding. Or any of the countless other homos who've come on to me recently. All of them sucked my cock, and there was nothing I could do to stop them. Jan 08, 2021 · 4. My boyfriend just left me without telling me and I not sure if I will ever be the same again. 5. My boyfriend just left me without a word, dumping me without an explanation. He has no idea how humiliating this makes me feel. Should I Just Tell My Boyfriend I Hate Him For Leaving Me Without Explanation, Completely In the Lurch Believe me, I have no interest in getting my cock sucked by some queer. But try telling that to the guy at the beach club. Or the one at the video store. Or the one who catered my wedding. Or any of the countless other homos who've come on to me recently. All of them sucked my cock, and there was nothing I could do to stop them. Many people among us knows that he loves me, but its me who is in doubt. For a woman who values actions over words, this post had confirm my understanding, and maybe a better help to love my boyfriend more, because he has been helping me getting over my doubts patiently and well, because he is always sincere, i will soon wont ever doubt him at all. “i miss u sooooo much,” emailed my ex-boyfriend earlier this year. His email was like punch in my gut. I hadn’t heard from Chace since he threatened to break into my apartment to bathe, and I subsequently changed my number. That was a year ago when he was on a meth binge, roaming L.A. with other homeless addicts.